Sarah Jane ([info]rowsbette) wrote,
@ 2007-11-05 14:09:00
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Current mood: bored
Current music:Mother Stands for Comfort - Kate Bush

Hello forgotten journal.

This past month I've been very studious, read a fair few Victorian novels (including two 800+ page monsters) Quite enjoying uni the now, although I've got an essay due this Friday that I'm not loving.... I foolishly spent last week's reading week working extra shifts/lazing about reading Wuthering Heights, which isn't even one of the texts I'm using. Ah well. We don't actually HAVE to hand an essay in, but if we do we'll get it back marked so we can tart it up before we hand it in properly, so there's NO WAY i'm not doing it.

On a semi-related note I've been listening to hunners of Kate Bush.

Not really been partying that much this month. Saw Caitlin on Saturday but we were just on the booze, and home by 2. The stuff that's been floating about lately doesn't have much of a kick to it, is a bit nauseating and causes THE WORST insomnia, so it's like... what's the point? During the holidays I didn't really mind wasting entire days feeling like shit but now it seems like a total waste of time I could spend reading or doing something productive. Old lady, here. My waistline's clearly not loving all this "being sensible" malarkey, I'm back up to 8st 8lbs.

My bumblebee costume EVENTUALLY arrived so I got to wear it for Halloween, huzzah! Didn't party for it, but worked Optimo Espookio and the Catwalk on the Wednesday. The latter shift was dire cos I was dying from the previous night (Tani's birthday, Buff Club, made it home by 3 but had hellish insomnia, managed to watch THREE series of Peepshow) but it was just a wee baby 5-hour one, so it was awright. Also scored some free booze for having 1 of the 3 best costumes. (Y)

Next weekend I'm working every shift then the weekend after I've got a HOLIDAY to help my parents relocate to Dunoon. Madness.

Keith's still snoozing and Lola's making herself a den. I'm envious of both.




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[info]ava_adorea
2007-11-06 10:13 am UTC (link)
I was well looking forward to wearing my super cool skirt/ pink eyelashes for Halloween and I totally didn't go out AT ALL. I think we're getting old. Seriously - and I've put weight as well, it's well shite!xx

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[info]rowsbette
2007-11-07 06:30 pm UTC (link)
Ahaha aww... I hate the thought of actually goin OUT on Halloween though, everywhere looks so busy and everyones so tarty. Workin it meant i got to dress up without havin to party!
I think you should wear your pink eyelashes on normal nights instead xx

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[info]pant_girl
2007-11-07 04:21 pm UTC (link)
Bombs?

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[info]rowsbette
2007-11-07 06:28 pm UTC (link)
Eh?!

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[info]rowsbette
2007-11-07 06:31 pm UTC (link)
Oh! I'm an idiot. Sorry! Yes, bombs... and also some weird spaceships too. xx

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[info]slidingdoor
2007-11-07 07:50 pm UTC (link)
the pills around right now are fucking awful. bombs/rockets and pink stars have no mdma in them at all! here comes the science part ;) - they contain chemicals BZP and mCPP which produce similar effects to mdma but without the euphoria, and as you said - produce extreme insomnia and nausea in some people, plus other side effects. mCPP is actually used to induce migraines in people for research and 10% of people who take it get a migraine. I had a fucking awful one a few weeks ago, for at least 7 hours. nightmare.

I hope you don't think I'm an arsehole for writing all that! I just find it pretty interesting. I bought a load about a month and a half ago and they were totally unlike any pills I'd ever had and I wanted to know what was in them that was so different. I'd never had such bad insomnia before, but now I know why. I had 2 last friday before 12am and didn't get to sleep until 11pm on sunday. fucked up. If I take 3 or more (which I definitely don't any more) I begin to hallucinate, but my pupils remain huge for about 3 days - not ideal when living with parents/going to work. I need to get rid of the rest asap but there's nothing else going about right now :(

sorry for the essay! god I sound like a drug baron or something :|

x

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[info]rowsbette
2007-11-07 08:00 pm UTC (link)
Ahaha don't apologise! It's actually good to know that other folk are hating them too, I was worried I was just gettin over the honeymoon period. (Although its NOT good to hear this rubbish kind are floating around everywhere, I want the old ones back!) I wouldn't even mind feeling shit afterwards if you got a decent buzz off them, but you don't. I find that stuff bout what goes in them pretty interesting... we just kinda assumed they'd been loaded with speed, cos of the insomnia, and the fact they're double the size of the old ones. Let's just hope it doesn't stay this way :(

x

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